A few weeks ago, one of the messages that came through in divination was that my head was getting swollen.
I thought so much about my own opinion, my own feelings, my own troubles that I kind of offended a few people, and because I was so involved with myself, I didn’t even realise it until today.
For all those people who had to deal with me dealing with my shit, I apologise. It was never my intention to hurt anyone else, and I have done that so I feel very bad about that.
Someone very irresponsible and malicious, who under the guise of friendship, took some of my words out of context and used them to make sure that someone else was offended by what I said. He’s neither my friend or hers by that kind of behaviour.
That person can kiss my ass.
The person who was offended now thinks the worst of me, and it is now something I deeply regret, because to have my words used in that way is disturbing as well as unexpected. I always think because I don’t gossip about other people, that people won’t and don’t do that with me. I never fails to take me by surprise.
It has in fact been a very humbling experience.
I have to find a way to balance my own self-interest which is natural and normal with the possibility that other people can be very hurt by the truth, (because I didn’t lie, just erred in my judgement about who I can talk to and who I can’t.)
In any case, something I said has hurt a co-worker and I am really sorry about that. I have to make a point of personally apologising for the comment, but explaining the context in which it was made. I really hope that this can be mended, but I have to face that it might not be.
I will have to make restitution for it somehow.