Okay, my mind is racing… racing so fast I don’t think I can keep up with it.
My contract is not going to be renewed–apparently they don’t have the budget to keep me on–so I am literally out of a job come the end of next week.
I can’t say I am back to square one, but I am currently quite terrified, but looking forward to not having to get the train any more.
Fuck! Fucking hell! What am I going to do?
I am in the middle of a blind, unadulterated panic, but I am not giving up…. I’ve already sent out ten CVs today.
Just worried…. and trying not to worry.